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The sky mimics Monet, painted dark blue with the northern lights scourging the sky with bright mystical colors. My eyes are wide open as I am pulled into this great wonder. Waves form as I walk. Each step I take, a dozen more emerge. They extend outward, touching everything in sight. I look around me and not a single soul is present. I scream out loud, and the echoes flood the plains. I am alone. Unwillingly, I found myself drowning in a room full of tears, my tears. The feeling of loneliness runs down my face and drips to the floor, already occupied by the tears of lost and regrets, my regrets that are burning through my soul. If only If I did ‘this’ or if I would of showed her my love, or if only I didn’t neglect her feelings, her needs, everything would have been good. My eyes open, it was a dream and I am lay in cold sweat. Everything that could have gone wrong, smacked me in my face and left me with a black eye and my right cheek swollen with ignorance and carelessness. I glance at the alarm clock, it reads 3:43 a.m. exactly fifteen hours and forty three minutes since we broke up, or better yet since she broke up with me. How can I ever start over now? I can’t just stop and pick everything up right now