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Back in December on the 31st I had a moment that I’ll remember my entire life. I was laying on my couch alone in my new house drinking red wine and listening to James Taylor in the dark. My cat was on my lap sleeping on her side while the light of the candles shined on her fur. It was New Years Eve and this was the first time I have never had a special someone in my life. It has been over one full year since my last girlfriend, but I never thought anything about it. I noticed that it was 11:55 p.m., so I turned on the television to see what’s going on downtown. I watched the ball drop and I even counted down the seconds to my sleeping cat. Three, two, one and everyone cheered and hugged their loved one then celebrated with a new years kiss to start the new year on a good note. That’s when it hit me that I am alone. I can’t share the moment with anyone or even better yet the New Year with anyone. I’m all alone I thought in my head. Doomed without love. Then I analyzed everything leading up to this lonely depressing moment in my life. I went as far back as to high school when life was easy and going to school was fun. I went to E. North High School and always felt that meeting girls would never be a hard ta