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The autobiography, from Some Account of the Forepart of the Life of Elizabeth Ashbridge Written by her own Hand many years ago edited by Daniel B. Shea, 1990 reveals to me the dilemma Elizabeth is confronted with once she finally validates her growing desire to become a Quaker. This resolve severely tests her marriage because of the doubts, fears and challenges her decision gives rise to. She must overcome her husband’s objections and abuse while at the same time live within the confines of marital and societal expections. Elizabeth is able to overcome her fear and self-doubt by thoroughly examining her soul and seeking a truth she can live with regardless of the risks. Her doubts and fears about proclaiming her Quaker faith are summed up in this passage from her writing: “He likewise let me see that all I had gone through was to prepare me for this Day & that the time was near that he would require me to go forth & declare to others what he the God of Mercy had done for my Soul; at which I was Surprized & begged to be Excused for fear I should bring dishonour to the truth, and cause his Holy name to be Evil spoken of. All the while, I never Let any know the Condition I was in, nor did I appear like a Friend, & fear’d